Prince Harry says "every single" camera flash reminds him of Diana's death
In a heartbreaking interview given during the filming of ITV documentary Harry & Meghan: An African Journey, Prince Harry told anchor Tom Bradby that every camera flash he sees reminds him of his late, beloved mother, Princess Diana.
"Being part of this family, in this role, in this job, every single time I see a camera, every single time I hear a click, every single time I see a flash, it takes me straight back. So in that respect, it's the worst reminder of her life, as opposed to the best."
The visibly emotional Harry added: "Being here now, 22 years later, trying to finish what she started, will be incredibly emotional. But everything I do reminds me of her."
Diana, a famously hands-on and affectionate mother to sons William and Harry, was hounded by the press throughout her life. Her death in 1997 occurred when the car she was travelling in crashed into the side of a Paris tunnel in an effort to escape a horde of photographers.
Harry has made clear he at least partially attributes her death to the press spotlight that dominated her life: "I’ve seen what happens when someone I love is commoditised to the point that they are no longer treated or seen as a real person. I lost my mother and now I watch my wife falling victim to the same powerful forces," he wrote in a powerful open letter announcing his decision to take legal action against members of the press.
Prince Harry has said that his trip to Africa, and indeed many of the causes he commits his life to, is all in tribute to his late mother, and is part of his effort to continue the work Diana did. The prince has also incorporated Diana's memory into his life with Meghan; Meghan's engagement ring includes diamonds from Diana's personal collection, and she often wears Diana's jewellery for important occasions. In the couple's engagement interview, Meghan noted: "Not being able to meet his mum, it's so important to me to know that she's a part of this with us."
In his interview with Tom Bradby, Harry answered with candor when asked whether he feels at peace with his mum's passing, or whether it is "a wound that festers." Harry responded: "I think, probably, a wound that festers."
Harry has been equally frank about the mental health difficulties he faced in the years after his mother's death. “I can safely say that losing my mum at the age of 12, and therefore shutting down all of my emotions for the last 20 years, has had a quite serious effect on not only my personal life but my work as well," he said in a 2017 interview.
He added that he'd tried desperately to cope by not thinking about his mum or talking about her: "My way of dealing with it was sticking my head in the sand, refusing to ever think about my mum, because why would that help?” Harry said. “[I thought] it’s only going to make you sad, it’s not going to bring her back." Last year, in a separate interview, he noted: "I really regret not ever talking about it."
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Prince Harry admits camera flashes remind him of Diana's death, calls it a 'festering wound'
Prince Harry has opened up about how cameras make him feel about his mother, Princess Diana's death [Photo: Getty]
Prince Harry has revealed that hearing a camera click or seeing a camera flash reminds him of his mother, Princess Diana’s death.
Princess Diana died in a car crash in Paris in 1997 after allegedly enduring a chase by the paparazzi.
The Duke of Sussex opened up in a documentary about him and his wife Meghan Markle’s recent tour of Africa.
Asked whether he feels at peace with his mother's death, or whether it is "still a wound that festers", he responded: “I think probably a wound that festers.
The duke went on to add that he now feels pressure living life in the royal spotlight.
“I think being part of this family, in this role, in this job, every single time I see a camera, every single time I hear a click, every single time I see a flash it takes me straight back,” he told ITV.
“So in that respect it's the worst reminder of her life as opposed to the best.”
Cameras followed the duke and duchess on their recent royal tour of South Africa last month, where Prince Harry traced his mother’s footsteps, 22 years later.
He described the moment as “incredibly emotional” as “everything that I do reminds me of her.”
“Being here now, 22 years later, trying to finish what she started, will be incredibly emotional, but everything that I do reminds me of her,” the duke says in the documentary.
“But as I said, with the role, with the job, and the sort of pressures that come with that, I get reminded of the bad stuff, unfortunately.”